You know what baffles me? How someone can be your best friend for 3 years and then they just erase you from their life. 3 whole years! 3 years of driving, 3 years of paying, 3 years of laughing, 3 years of working, 3 years of exploring, 3 years of loving, 3 years of being the always to your forever... and now? Nothing. There was no evilness to the end of us. There were no words of hate. And yet, if we were ever to cross paths again I would think you would throw stones at me and burn me to the ground.
It kills me that I can talk to people about you with a smile on my face and talk about all the times we had and then think that you have pushed everything to do with me and us to the corners of your brain. Is it because it hurts still or because someone has made you so uncomfortable with your past that this is the only option. I could only think the latter since you are so happy now.
My family still loves you. We still talk about all the moments we shared, your wonderful family, and the things you taught us.
But why? Why is there a black hole in history where we used to be.
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